Adoption Causes A Million Emotions
Adoption Causes A Million Emotions
I cannot even put into words how amazing it is to know after 19 years, that I have a big sister. It's something I've always dreamed about. No words can describe the emotions that ran through my mind when I read the email. It's the best feeling in the world ever.
All the same being adopted is hard, that's no lie, but if your lucky you'll end up being so happy and you'll feel like you've found your missing piece. It also has consists of heartache, constant questions and tears, so many tears.
A million emotions a day run through my mind about my adoption.
I have no idea how many times I've sat in bed crying over the fact I don't know what my own fucking mother and father look like. It hurts. The fact I don't know their favourite songs and colours.
The little things everyone takes for granted everyday are the things I wish I knew about my parents.
I've recently found out I have an older sister. A big sister, what the actual fuck! I grew up in my adoptive family with a brother I love so much but I've always wondered if I had a sister who I could steal clothes off, talk about all the girly things in my life like boys and makeup. Silly little things that everyone takes for granted when they have a sister.
I can't even begin to explain how it felt to get the email saying they'd found my big sister. I was in shock, overjoyed, elated and any other words you can think of for happy. I have a blood sibling is all I could keep thinking about. I cried so much that night. Happy tears for finding her but sad tears because I wish I had her with me. I hope to god one day soon I'll get to be in contact with her, see photos of her, Skype her and my mother.
Their was no mention of my father in that. Because the email didn't mention my father. I feel as tho I need to find that out and if I can one day I'll ask my mother about him. I hope I could get in contact with him also
The show 'Long Lost Family's' pulls at my heartstrings so much because I wish that was me.
I can relate so much to a lot of the story's and it's hard to watch.
I often end up with tears in my eyes. I cannot wait to eventually meet my mother and sister it's a dream come true.
Overall being adopted has it's good points and it's bad points. It's a thing millions of people go through each day and all have their different opinions and thoughts.
I can't even bring to think of the heartache birth mothers go through giving up their children.
My heart goes out to each and every one.
My mother and sister are always, always on my mind. I'm
Thanks for reading.
~LifeOfShivy
I cannot even put into words how amazing it is to know after 19 years, that I have a big sister. It's something I've always dreamed about. No words can describe the emotions that ran through my mind when I read the email. It's the best feeling in the world ever.
All the same being adopted is hard, that's no lie, but if your lucky you'll end up being so happy and you'll feel like you've found your missing piece. It also has consists of heartache, constant questions and tears, so many tears.
A million emotions a day run through my mind about my adoption.
I have no idea how many times I've sat in bed crying over the fact I don't know what my own fucking mother and father look like. It hurts. The fact I don't know their favourite songs and colours.
The little things everyone takes for granted everyday are the things I wish I knew about my parents.
I've recently found out I have an older sister. A big sister, what the actual fuck! I grew up in my adoptive family with a brother I love so much but I've always wondered if I had a sister who I could steal clothes off, talk about all the girly things in my life like boys and makeup. Silly little things that everyone takes for granted when they have a sister.
I can't even begin to explain how it felt to get the email saying they'd found my big sister. I was in shock, overjoyed, elated and any other words you can think of for happy. I have a blood sibling is all I could keep thinking about. I cried so much that night. Happy tears for finding her but sad tears because I wish I had her with me. I hope to god one day soon I'll get to be in contact with her, see photos of her, Skype her and my mother.
Their was no mention of my father in that. Because the email didn't mention my father. I feel as tho I need to find that out and if I can one day I'll ask my mother about him. I hope I could get in contact with him also
The show 'Long Lost Family's' pulls at my heartstrings so much because I wish that was me.
I can relate so much to a lot of the story's and it's hard to watch.
I often end up with tears in my eyes. I cannot wait to eventually meet my mother and sister it's a dream come true.
Overall being adopted has it's good points and it's bad points. It's a thing millions of people go through each day and all have their different opinions and thoughts.
I can't even bring to think of the heartache birth mothers go through giving up their children.
My heart goes out to each and every one.
My mother and sister are always, always on my mind. I'm
Thanks for reading.
~LifeOfShivy
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